I think, I need to stop hiding this now. I am what I am. And I am no longer afraid.
To live without fear… is truly the greatest thing. I have memories that don’t belong to me. Or… They belong to all of us. I can see Me… With wings, or a tail… or whatever I wish… because I’m a Goddess. And my gift, is the Power of Manifestation. I am Goddess Imagination.
In a way… I started this all. It’s all my fault. It’s the story of me and my Imp. This is what happens when a Goddess of Manifestation falls in love with the mischievous Imp King.
My King. My love. My life.
It was so long ago… Back before the Great Migration, back before the Great War… Back before the time of the gods. Think back to the beginning of time. Do you see it?
“I see it,” said Gudrun, the five year old goddess rocked on the stool before her. The woman before her, Tuathe de Dannan
… The words are hard to write now… I See it. The words I wrote in Dolor and Shadow… Dolor and Shadow are my… I am… Imagination… I am Fand? They were all of my stories. I was all of them in different lives.
I was Swann… and Fand… and Gudrun… I was once Dannan herself… That is where this begins… with Dannan. She was mother of Manifestation, Goddess of Imagination. She… I had the ability to just wish. And all that I wished would come true. I am what the Templars hid. I am the One who can See. And weave futures with my dreams.
That makes me very… When I realized what this was, I took a knee and made a vow that under no circumstance would I ever use this to harm anyone ever. That I would ever only use this power to do good. I would never be able to access this power without that level of pure, humble, innocence. I will cause no harm. Ever. I value the Energy Pool too much.
It’s so beautiful. What I See. I See all of it. It was like… as soon as I accepted the responsibility, and as soon as I KNEW… DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART… if I was a good person or a bad person. And the logic would be so concise, that An Individual MAN could look down through his heart AND HE WOULD KNOW if HE EARNED HEAVEN.
And all at once… he would know and reveal himself… and his shame would swallow him up whole and consume him. No one with evil in his heart can ever gain access to Manifestation. I wish this. I want this. I will this.