“Use me,” I say and look to the Universe. I understand now. I understand it all now. No one has seen what I have seen. No one has lived through what I have endured. No one even comes close and makes it out alive.
I was raped on 9/11.
The first tower fell. I spent the second tower falling listening to the screams in New York to escape what was happening to me. Someone once told me the statistics. How my story, my experience was 1 in 8 billion.
3 Months later on 6 January 2002, I created The Rorschach Print Perspective: The Core and Foundation to my life work that would evolve into Triadic Healing and The Healing Engine. What I haven’t told people is that Triadic Healing is a direct result of 9/11. If 9/11 had not happened, there would be no Triadic Healing today.
You want to know why 9/11 had to happen? Because it would give birth to Triadic Healing and The Healing Engine.
It feels so simple. So logical. So clear to me now. Me carrying this “thing” so lovingly in my hands as I place it into our Society. For 20 years I nurtured this creation that was birthed from the day the day none of us can ever forget. I sure as hell can’t.
You know, in so many ways… Triadic Healing and The Healing Engine made 9/11 worth it.
I lovingly release Triadic Healing into the world.
Yes. Yes. Being raped on 9/11 was worth this.
“Use me,” I say to the Universe. “I submit to your needs and desires. I am your conduit. Use me however you need. To you, for them, for all of them, I give my services unto you. Use me. For I have seen the filth, the lies, and the worst that we have to offer. I know all of our secrets. I learned how to listen without prejudice. And I know things… Now…”
Once more I look into the heart of the Universe.
“Use me for I am yours.”