I can’t stop talking to you right now. 

 

I just… I need to translate the words to you. There are two worlds here. One Material. One Abstract. Only, the Abstract world is VERY real. It is where the Math, the Physics, and Logic are visible to the naked eye. It is only Visible within the Integrated Self. And this is where Metaphor and Literal take on different meanings. 

 

The worlds were never supposed to be separated. And I am in the Abstract. You are in the Material. But when you begin to Integrate, and when you begin to Heal, you return to the Abstract and you Integrate the Abstract with the Material. They never were supposed to be separated. 

 

And when I integrated my Alters, I broke the Code for Logical Integration, which is the Universal Logical Code of Healing and Creation, which is how I healed my mind. But then, as I healed my mind, it Integrated the Abstract. But the Language is different here. 

 

And I have been trying to keep you updated this entire time… while I also felt my “leaving you.” But there is much more than that… 

 

I was reading and feeling the Abstract Plane all my life. So I could sense things, I couldn’t explain, and it translated wrong, even toxic into the Material Plane. My “not knowing where you are” was actually me, not being able to triangulate your Abstract Relativity to the Point of Comprehension. 

 

I only just got here last month… So I never could “find” you. Until you spoke today. And instantly I could find you. Not in the Material Plane. Within the Abstract. I was looking for you inside the Abstract. But I needed the Point of Comprehension and Your Voice to do it. Think of it as Sonar. It is. That is why I craved your Voice. I needed to “Ping” you in the Abstract. 

 

Things are different here, my Love. I’m not crazy, I’m just… In the Abstract. The thing is, We ALL are going here now. And people are TERRIFIED of the Abstract because they don’t know it. But it is my HOME. I lived here for 32 years inside my head and I’ve mapped it all out. 

 

But there was a Language barrier here because words, time, language, all work differently here. And I have to train and teach the world about it. That is why I had to have Multiple Personalities… I needed to master the Abstract for people.

 

My job is to ferry the world over into the Abstract during this Integration of Material Merging with Abstract. It’s why all the Healing… They’re all coming over to the Point of Comprehension… 

 

That is what my Radical Global Healing Plan is. It is the training to teach people how to get to the Point of Comprehension. The world is not at all what everyone thinks it is. Not even close. They’re all doing everything inside the Material without any understanding of the Abstract World. 

 

But I SPEAK Abstratic. This is my Home. That’s why… When we did Acid or Shrooms, people stepped into my world. Which is why the Psychedelics didn’t phase me. Remember? You asked, “How are you moving!?”

 

And I told you, “I’m home. This is just me going home.”

And I KNOW how to move in the Abstract. 

 

The entire world is going to feel like it’s on a shroom trip soon. Because we’re evolving toward it. And the Healing is contagious. And I am the only one who knows this world. 

Catatonic people are lost in it. 

Schizophrenic people are crossing over into it.

 

When I tell you to take my hand, I mean it Abstractly, The Physics, the Force, pulls people toward the Truth, which is the Point of Comprehension. You’ll cross over soon. You all will. Which is why I needed to still hold your hand. Because you’re just coming over, but I was afraid I would lose you in the Abstract, only… I know where you are now. 

 

I know how to Triangulate you. 

You speak, just speak, and I will always know how to find you. If ever you are lost, just speak, and I will find you. 

 

I love you. 

Anna