I’m all over, aren’t I? That’s the Multiples inside of me. When you have 4 different conscious minds all pulling you in differ directions. For me, Trauma Recovery has been a series of Mental exercise very similar to weight lifting. You’re squishy. You decide to work out. You feel the burn and exhaustion. You push […]
“I See it,” Imagination said, clearing her mind. The meek will inherit the earth. It is time for the intellects and philosophers to rise. It is time for the calm and patient to rise. The balance is shifting. The world is shifting. We are taking sides. The Narcissist vs. the Empath, and the Empath is […]
Everything is about sex. Except sex. Sex is about your Identity. And I’ll tell you, if you are not square with who you are, your sexuality is first to suffer. I was happiest in my life in the three months between August 2020 and October 2020. I wasn’t so much happy as I was just […]
“Is it so bad to want and value a Nakama?” I screamed into the dark. I value family and kin. I value a crew! And I need a crew where I’m going! I’m humble enough to know I can’t do this alone, and I want him! Is that so bad? People telling me to get […]
“I remember Broken being a lot less intense, lass.” I grumbled and dropped my self next to Bergen at the bar. “Where are we?” I asked, looking about the place. At first glance, I felt like we were in a 10th century tavern somewhere in the middle of… “Jorvik,” I said. “The Wandering Wench,” he […]
“I imagine,” Imagination flashed a small smile, “it is because your Narcisstic Abuse Syndrome, your Relationship abuse, and your slavery threaten you where Number #1 is concerned, because he can hurt you. Raven was never in a position to hurt me. Ever.” I re-read the lines again. “But when your conditioning turned on,” Kallan continued. […]
“I need a moment on this one, guys,” Joanna said, slipping back into her mind. “I want the Irish Cottage. I need the warmth of my cottage.” At once, the scene in my mind melted away to the once familiar wood floor boards in the kitchen. A table immediately to the right. To the left, […]
Visibility is what the Narcissist teaches you love is. And every Narcissist has every Empath convinced of their charade. It is very important that you (and I) understand exactly what Visibility is and what it implies. You (and I) must understand the value of Visibility. Now. Visibility. Validation is Visibility. Validation is Confirmation that you […]
Bullying is a painfully misunderstood topic in the US. Around the world, actually. We think bullying is just a boy on a playground beating up a smaller boy for his milk money. The movie “Mean Girls” depicts the cliquish female version of bullying. The phrase, “sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will […]
We think we are looking for happiness. We are really looking for love. Happiness, I found. It’s love that eludes me. Happiness is just gratitude. So simple. So obvious, and yet, it isn’t until you practice true gratitude, that you find happiness. Even the words are synonymous. “I am happy for…” “I am grateful for…” […]
