Maybe talking… *LAUGHS OUT LOUD* … You know, I have been talking to voices in my head for DECADES! Now that they’re gone… I have to talk to SOMEBODY. I think that’s why I blog so much and write. I need to talk. I talk a lot.
I talk all day to my partner. I talk to the universe. I talk to… everyone.
I need to start using my Voice. I need to open my throat and Voice.
Universe. I talk all day long about what’s in my way and how I’m going to get there. Universe, I talk about what I’m afraid of. What I worry about. What makes me uncomfortable. And I’m trying to learn the power of manifestation while I’m doing this.
But I am a writer. I am a performer. I am an actress.
Who says I can’t do this?
I’ll write my own scripts, perform them, and present them. And maybe, just maybe then I’ll step into the Power of Manifestation. Because the goal isn’t to say the words. The goal is to step into the flow and direct the river where you want it.
*epiphany*
You.
Not I.
You is the downstream.
This whole time. I understand. “I” focuses in and closes things out. “You” opens the chest and invites others in.
“You” allows me to step into the Vortex. It allows me to listen. It silences the thoughts of myself and widens my attention. I stop being close minded. “You are loved” feels different than “I am loved.”
I can feel the Energy shift with the change.
You are wanted.
I want you.
You are wanted. You are loved. You connects me to the Energy Pool. The Energy Pool… is others. The “I” is the Self, disconnected from the Energy Pool.
As if… We are all The Energy Pool. We are born. We leave the Energy Pool and embrace the Individual for a time, and then we return to The Energy Pool. It’s as if… living is just the immortal exchange between The Energy Pool and the Individual.
And the word “You” reconnects the individual to the Collective. And “I” pulls the Individual away from the Collective.
Now.
*breathe*
Manifest.
I want a million dollars.
I want financial security.
I want enough money that I can go to my son’s graduation, I can feed my daughter. I can eat. I can buy a forever home.
I want my partner to remember me.
I want my partner to remember who he saw inside me when he first met me. Because I’m her now.
I want my business to attract clients.
I want to….
You will bring to me clients who value what I provide.
You will bring to me financial freedom and financial success.
You will bring me enough money this month to live.
You will bring me enough money this month to pay my bills for this month.
You will bring me enough money this month that I will know to keep my head down and work.
You will bring me enough courage to do this.
You will bring me enough endurance to… We will do this, you and I.
You call upon the Divines to teach you how to manifest. I am the Goddess of Manifestation.
So… meditate with me.
The Divines will provide.
You will gain when you give to others. You will manifest all that you desire. You will…
I can feel the flow shifting. Opening my mind.
You thought of “You” and “I.”
Words really are magic.