Oh… How much they have screwed us over…
Every morning, I make my Coffee. I call this “The Coffee Ceremony.” We had one rule in the house : “Do not interfere with the Coffee Ceremony.”
The smell. The savoring. The enjoyment. This is the only part of my day — for decades — that I relished. During my Pilgrimage, I learned that everything, every moment that we undertake should be with the same savoring and joy as my Coffee Ceremony.
Yesterday, I quit. Everything. No Garden. No work. No Chasing. I quit. I couldn’t not “pursue” or “chase” one more day.
This morning, I slept in until 9AM.
I laid in bed soothing my brain to calm. I located “The Dark Spot” of my mind that was consumed with Anxiety, Urgency, and Panic. I have not yet figured out how to get it out — I will — But then I got up to make coffee. And Ii thought about “The Dark Spot.”
Boy… they really did fuck us over didn’t they?
I thought about what I would do this morning or today now that I was quitted of all. “Writing.” I thought. I savor Writing. I do so love to write.
I approved. Coffee and writing.
I felt it. The Ebb and Flow… And then I felt it. Human Beings are supposed to Semi-Hibernate. I felt every bone in my body — Now that I have returned to Nature — Human Beings have a “Low Function” mode from Fall Equinox to Spring Equinox. A High Function mode from Spring Equinox to Fall Equinox. I thought about Persephone.
Oh, yes. I have no doubt. Human Beings are meant to Hibernate.
I mapped out the Original Clock-Calendar last night. I live in the Now Notch. I don’t want to talk about that here.
I reflected on all the current “Modern-Man” problems they think I have. You know what we should do? Erase 100% of all Debts across the nation. ALL of them. And start with a fresh clean slate. Then, eliminate income tax.
Give everyone the ability to start off on a fresh foot. End debt. Give everyone the highest quality of Education and stop monopolizing Knowledge.
We’ve been farmed for our resources by a Government who promised to protect us.
We’ve been brainwashed into Obedience and Slavery by an Educational System that promised to Teach us.
We’ve been drugged by Doctors who took vows to “Do no harm.”
We’ve been enslaved by a System that celebrated our Freedom.
And 98% of us have Mental Illnesses because of this.
The System is a Predator and we are its prey.
I realized this morning that I write for me. Not for you. I lost sight of that. When you remove “Self-Love” from any task, you end up a Martyr.
I had to journal my new thoughts this morning. I’m tired. I’m burned out. I have nothing left to give. My Nourishment is so low, I can’t generate enough for Output. There is a point in the Journey where you are so aligned with Mother Nature that you become painfully aware of every Rhythm. Every ebb and flow. And you can feel every Out-of-Phase Signal… And you can feel every single action that is not aligned with Mother Nature.
So you shift your life to fit her. And that is when you realize just how much they really screwed us over. And just how much work we have ahead of us to fix this.