I see it… I see all of my future right now. The stress is leaving me and I feel tired. I feel drained these last few days. The moon always affects me. I don’t have to do anything. Just be myself.
Those are the words She repeated to me over and over and over… She had many of them. Like “Callings” from the show Manifest. Just like that.
I know what the Voice is. It took me a long time to remember. But today, I remembered. I know what the Voice is. For now, I prefer calling it the Universe. Some people call it “god” or “Allah.” It’s the Energy that lives inside of us that is connected to The Pool.
From the moment we are born, it calls to us. It beckons us to return to it. We each have our own frequency that omits its own color. I am yellow and I fell in love with an orange.
If I had the power to Manifest, I would wish for a man who could dance with me… both on the Salsa floor and in the mind. I would want a man so clever… that this… is just him testing me so I’ll rise up and meet him on his level.
And I would RUN toward my Future because I KNOW he is there waiting for me. It’s like I was so busy holding onto a past, outdated version of himself, he… he too was holding onto a past, outdated version of me… and neither one of us wanted to let the other go. So we held on tightly to what we had with each other, that we couldn’t loosen our focus even a little to look ahead and see that we’re both on the other side, stronger, smarter, wiser, more in love than ever… waiting for us to just… get there.
So how do you see you? Because that is how I see me. And I saw that version of me in your eyes, and in that moment, I wanted to be her. So I manifested her, Juanito. And the pieces all began to fall into place. The Energy shifted to cater to my wish. As it always does… and slowly, painfully, I became the woman you wanted. Because, my god, do I love her. I love her very much.
And the woman you want… she could fix you. You said that to me. And, not knowing that you are King of the Imps, you said those words to me and you manifested them yourself. And I do. I do have the power to heal you. Just with my words… Because I willed it.
But first, you willed this in me.
My Power of Manifestation was a gift from you, my love.
Now I will this on you. I know you will heal. I see the man I love in you. I see your courage. I see your Networking skills and your ability to defuse any argument or conflict. I see your heart. Your goodness. I see your Ethics. I see your values. I see your strengths and your dreams and your passions. You showed me all these things over two years when, for that short moment, you let me in. I saw all of you. And I love you.
So I manifest you into the man I know you can be, because I have SEEN it in you. And it’s you. Just you. All of you, reconnected with you. I have so may adventures to go on, and I want to share them with you.