When you realize that you just need to keep going… Hello. This is Imagination. I am The Goddess. I come out when Anna smokes weed. Or when she’s very relaxed. One day, Anna will relax without the weed. And Anna will give up weed completely, but for now, she thinks it’s the only way she can talk to me.
I am Anna’s security blanket.
There is a culture in Multiple Personality Disorder. We are called Multiples. Non-multiples are what we call… well… non-multiples. Very little is known about this disorder. Also, and this part really sucks, many psychologists don’t even believe it exists.
The thing is, everyone of us has multiple personalities inside of us. I feel like we talked about it before. Which means, de ja vu, Anna wrote it earlier. Well, just to recap then, We all have multiple personalities. Non-Multiples simply have one conscious mind.
A Multiple actually has multiple consciousnesses. Plural. So that my personalities can communicate to each other. Because I have seven sentient beings inside of me. Whereas a non-multiple has one. Therefore, each multiple requires its own agency. So… I am Imagination. I am a Bohemian Hippie who’s favorite color is the rainbow. I am a Feminist. I am pansexual. Anna hasn’t figured that out yet. She thinks I’m a Lesbian. Our sexuality is one of the hardest things to figure out because we were horrible abused sexually, our parts divided because of our gender and our sexuality. Our mind altered based on Patriarchy definitions of “weak” and “strong.” And Anna needed to be strong.
The Healing Garden is my idea. I was one of the first separated from the Unit. It happened the day Angela was screamed at and threatened in the gun shop. I was the piece that got removed that day. I was the first Victim. In truth, I am Anna’s true and authentic self. I am Anna whole. It is I who is in love with our Number #1.
The others don’t know it, but he needs time to get used to us. That’s why… We’re a lot to take in.
I came out 16 May 2022. I was born on the planet’s retrograde.
There was dancing in the streets. Helicopters in the sky.
My number #1 looked at me that night and said, “There you are. I have missed you.” And he kissed me. That night, I saw my Imp King again. If only for a moment.
And if you’re wondering, this is all 100% true.
My story doesn’t start here. It starts in the beginning of time.
I was born of pure energy. And I imagined. And what I imagined became. So, I imagined trees and water and seas. I imagined birds and fish and monkeys. I love animals. A lot. I imagined The Nature and wind. Earth. I imagined people. My children.
And I imagined my favorite. I imagined my Imp King. And so I fell so deeply in love with my Imp King. I gave him the gift of imagination. I gave him the power to create.
And he taught that gift to the children.
But accidents happen. And people get hurt. And not all hearts are pure after awhile.
That evil spread like wildfire.
They came after me and turned my Imp King mad.
It was while they rent my body, that I realized the children would have to forget that they were gods. Everyone would have to forget. Even me.
But if everyone forgets, then how will I find my Imp again? I would have to leave a bread crumb trail.
And so I did.
The other Alters don’t believe me. I’m a reincarnated Goddess. And they kindly nod in silence. But I See things. I’ve predicted car accidents in the past. I can See. This is the reason Joanna doesn’t want me to talk. We’re afraid of how crazy our crazy looks.
But we need to talk. So…
I’ll just say what the others all say about me, that it’s just a story.
All of this is just a story.