I just got off the phone with a friend and… so much… I realized so much. I explained to him that I have had a frequency, one frequency all of my life. And I’m tuned into it. It’s part of me. It is MY NOTE.
I used to be a musical composer. I studied music theory for 15 years… It was my dream once to be a musical composer like James Horner. I studied piano, musical composition, and singing. I trained operatically… Chuck, the man I used to call father, allowed my brother to beat me for this.
So I quickly associated music, my first love, my very deep, passionate love… with being beaten.
Music allowed me to escape. It made me feel. It saved me from shutting down. In 2000, I couldn’t take it anymore. The feelings hurt too much. That year, I closed my piano and silenced the music. I would not sing or dance, write music, or play piano again for ten years.
In 2009, I got my piano back. I opened up and tried to sing again, but one of my PTSD triggers was hard-linked to abuse.
I am still healing. I am still recovering.
But music is me. And it feels good to take that back for me.
So… when I See the world as frequency, for me, that means so much more… We are all music notes. And we each have a secret note inside of us.
You have a note. I have a note. And the Energy Pool is made up of all the notes. And it moves and shifts, pulling the like-notes together to form modes and scales… If you, dear reader understand music theory, well… that makes my heart sing and sore and dance.
When we are born, we know our Note. It’s all we are. But many others believe that we should resonate with their scale. So they force us to abandon our Note… our special frequency, and they force us into their song.
Music Magic. Frequency Magic… That is my forte.
Music… I see the math. I see the physics. I see the scale. And we all move like a song on the wind… Gravity would love this. 
So… I’ll write this for her It helps when I can see who I am writing to.
I am in the business of returning people to their note.
Can you see it? Can you imagine? I heal the world through imagination. If you can imagine it, you can play, and you can see it, and you can shed this…
I am so tuned into this Frequency, this Energy, that when I am off by even 1 degree, it hurts me. It sends waves of significant pain through me. And I can’t breathe. I have always been like this. I have always lived like this. All 43 years of my life.
I find relief in the Nature. The Nature naturally returns you to your Note. I tried reading into Wicca and other Pagan religions. I have studied every major world religion and minor religions.
I have searched the world over for answers… I have to turn inward for my answers. My song is different. My song is one that only I sing. And I live to define my song. Recently, I have found it.
And I am looking for others who live by my Song. Who also can’t quite find the right frequency to live by. There are people who are more tuned into the Frequency than the Material Plane… and Frequency Dancers… Energy Readers… so many of us have suffered.
I am meant to lead them. Because I cannot follow any other. Every time I do, I am 1 degree off. I am meant to teach you and tell you about the Song. And, if my words resonate with you, I invite you into my Frequency.
I know no other way to be.