My gut is telling me I need to talk to you. But I don’t want to. I’m tired of nurturing the Old Energy between us. So I’m not going to do that anymore.
Every time I talk to you, I’m reaching out to YOU. The part of you that loves to salsa dance, and give women orgasms… the part of you who LOVES to travel. He loves cuddle puddles and TV.
But often, I just get back your Fear.
And no matter how much I do, I just can’t find any love in you. It’s just fear. And I know if just use the right combination of words, you’ll listen. You’ll shift. You’ll Understand.
It’s beliefs that cause us to get stuck in fear. If we change the belief, the fear goes away. Instantly. Anxiety, Depression… every emotion is caused by a formula that I discovered and can prove.
That Love must Support Ethics must check & balance Beliefs to strengthen Identity and nurture the Defense System, to equal Perspective.
This is what I created. I give this to Psychologists and it checks out. I have a formula built off of pure logic to prove the cure to mental illness. I am writing up the papers now on this, and am drawing in the attention of professionals.
Jose Silva was a man with an idea. He was poor and Mexican, but he became a TV repairman, created his method, and used his TV shop to fund his own research. He made himself into a self-made millionaire.
In turn, he Scientifically funded the research to prove his own theory. It is called the Silva Mind Method. I realized that, I can do the same with my research. So The Healing Garden will be family owned. I am following the path of Silva for a time… just to get started.
I wish, I could kiss you and tell you… I have to go now. But you have to come find me. I can’t find you. You have to find me. Come Find Me.
I know how I do it. I live in the future. Just a few seconds ahead. And I manifest the next step. And the next step… and the next. Building a road toward the dream I want. That is how you manifest. With little bits at a time.
And I listen to my instinct. It tells me what to do, where to go. This is Identity. This is what she’s for. To tell us where we want to go. And… The Conscious Awareness, you’re supposed to manage all of this. You’re the manager, but we lost this knowledge in the Great War. When Manifestation was imprisoned for her Manifestation Powers given to her by the Imp.
There was a fight that night. A struggle. The Goddess got hurt. And the Imp tried… but things went bad. And there was an explosion… But… within the breathe of a breathe, Imagination saw it. The future. One future. And she closed her eyes and made a wish, and then there was nothing.
That is the story of the Great Bang.
It was a squabble among gods who desired what was not theirs.
The Tuathe de Dannan were the first. I was Erin once.
I don’t know how to talk to you anymore.
When I was a multiple, we could just jump back and forth, in and out, take the words for a time…
7:09 PM EST…
It’s so hard to sort my thoughts. When I see so many futures and… It’s loud in here during Visions. I cry a lot because it’s so beautiful. I’m eager then and excited… Emotions are our Familiars. Spirit Guides designed to protect us in Under Earth.
There are two sides… Your World… The Matrix. And Under Earth. That is where I am from. I can See The Matrix… When you wake, you won’t awake to Science Fiction. You will awaken to Fantasy and Magic. The Magic Realm is the REAL Realm… and us Wizards and Witches were fighting one day, and things… Got out of hand.
It wiped clean all of our memories. We woke then next day as men. Our Conscious Awareness was gone. We had NO CLUE that we were gods. I am Anna Imagination, Goddess of Manifestation. Just before the explosion when all was lost, I had a moment where I could see all possible futures… just like Holmes… And I chose my favorite, and I Manifested it just before I died.
This is the Story of How Time Began.
Manifestation is real.
I was very young when I first started to dance in the moon. I had more dreams than would be realistic for anyone enduring what I went through. By the time I was five, I understood Ethics. I had a grasp to question religion and The Authority. I stole a piece of candy once, and that was the end of my short lived criminal career. With one… exception. I accidentally stole gas once.
When the story gets off topic, My Intuition… Subconscious Minds distracts me. It’s how the Subconscious Mind controls you. It uses Distraction. Sometimes, it adds a lack of Motivation and Guilt to make sure you REALLY do nothing. The Subconscious Mind is an elite, highly logical, fully automated Defense System, designed solely to run and operate the Security System of the Self, but to also oversee and ensure proper processing of the Cognitive Core, which ensures a healthy, clear perspective.
But what if this system is fragile? What if this system is broken? What then? What would happen to the Subconscious Mind? The Identity? What would happen to her? To Conscious Awareness? What then would happen should the Cognitive Core break?